Hye there!
well, i'm 39 weeks and 3 days pregnant.How do i feel? Exhausted! uncomfortable!nauseas!headache (a terrible one)!grouchy!emoootionalll (this is due to the discomfort feeling of bloatedness) and so on and so forth.Despite of the eerie feeling of labor, i feel so excited! imagine the baby you're carrying inside your womb is finally going to make the first debut.I'm going to be a mother soon! Yay! :)
Today,i prepared few simple dishes for raya.As i was walking to my room,i suddenly feel a slight discomfort in my inner thigh...it's like something slimy sliding down.I quickly went into the toilet and checked.A mucus! my goodness!banyak pulak tu!but i didn't feel any pain at all.I washed my hands and sat down for a while.Was it a mucus plug? i don't know.I texted my sis in glasgow and asked her about it.She asked me if there's any blood or pinkish color on the mucus.I said No.She asked if there's any smell..and i answered No.My sis told me to be very careful coz i'm too close to labor and the baby can come out anytime soon.Dammit! i started to panic.I calmed myself and took a shower.I waited for awhile but there's no pain at all.So i guess,it is still not time yet.Then we got ready and went to visit my late father's grave.When we got back home i felt like all my energy being flushed out from my body.
I rested and slept for a while.
Mommy and sis farah will be coming back from hajj next week,on the 6th of dec.I can't wait to meet them with my little bum bum (a name i referred to my little precious).Eventhough mommy is not going to be there during my labor,at least i feel blessed and happy for her because she had accomplished what she's always wanted :).
i'm scared :(
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Mommy's story part 22: 16 more friggin' days yo!
ok.first of all,sorry for the loooooooooooooooooooong hiatus.it's not like everybody reads my blog anyways.I was away for quite sometime due to my 'malas mode' to write a new post and also i was busy with work.Since mom and sis farah went to perform their hajj, i'm the one who has been handling all the cash flows,stock in and out,cheque issuance,employees affairs and so on and so forth.It is not as simple as working under a company.Having your own company can be a bit complicated and hectic at times because there are so many things to think about in order to maintain it.There are definitely pros and cons,so to speak.Well,i was pretty caught up with all that and when im too tired i operate from home and so, my mobile has been my best companion..haha! So far,alhamdulillah everything went smooth sailing all the way.I guess this week or next week,i'l be settling few more things before the handover.I hope i still have the strength to do so. I have 16 more days and i really hope i gave birth right on time.My exact EDD is on the 1st of Dec and according to the doctor it is normal to deliver a week earlier than the expected due date.I was ecstatic but worried at the same time.I heard,believe me,lots of things and even the ridiculous ones on pregnancy delivery.I tried so hard to stay positive and the more i tried the more nervous i get.
In less than a month i'll become a mom.The feeling is hard to describe.At 37 weeks, i start to urinate more often especially at night, i feel exhausted, my belly is getting huge!!!,i feel sleepy all the time and i don't feel good most of the time.My last appointment was on tuesday last week and my baby weigh at 2.81kg.And my next appointment is on tuesday next week.I hope everything is going to be just fine.I feel so blessed and thanks to Allah SWT for taking a good care of me and the baby.I don't have any gestational diabetes or high blood pressure,everything's just fine for me and the baby.
Well,i guess i have to log off now, i yawn like 5 to 6 times aleady.It's time to sleep and before i forgot:
to my dearest friend Juju; your big day is just around the corner, be happy and don't stress out too much,hilang seri nanti.Congrats to you and hafiz and i will aways pray for your happiness.May this wedding brings all the good things in your marriage.Take care! xoxo :)
ciao~!
In less than a month i'll become a mom.The feeling is hard to describe.At 37 weeks, i start to urinate more often especially at night, i feel exhausted, my belly is getting huge!!!,i feel sleepy all the time and i don't feel good most of the time.My last appointment was on tuesday last week and my baby weigh at 2.81kg.And my next appointment is on tuesday next week.I hope everything is going to be just fine.I feel so blessed and thanks to Allah SWT for taking a good care of me and the baby.I don't have any gestational diabetes or high blood pressure,everything's just fine for me and the baby.
Well,i guess i have to log off now, i yawn like 5 to 6 times aleady.It's time to sleep and before i forgot:
to my dearest friend Juju; your big day is just around the corner, be happy and don't stress out too much,hilang seri nanti.Congrats to you and hafiz and i will aways pray for your happiness.May this wedding brings all the good things in your marriage.Take care! xoxo :)
ciao~!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
A year now ...
My father...
he was a good father.A good father to us and a good husband.We all are very proud of him.He was a hardworking man and never even once he complaints or whines.He was always a loud and cheerful person,very friendly too.Whenever he goes, he make new friends.He loves to share his experiences in life with others and also a good listener for those who are in need of a good advice.We love him so much and misses him a lot.Without him, life is not the same.Our Hari Raya is not the same anymore...everything seems new and awkward with him nowhere in sight.
The memories of him will never fade.I knew i was a stubborn and rebellious child and i even said words that hurt him so much.I never meant it.It is just words slipped out from my mouth.I remembered hugging him and I said sorry for saying all those harsh words and he just kept quiet.And then when he walked away and i noticed a glimpse of tears flowing down from the corner of his eyes.I know i made a lot of mistakes and reggretted it.If only i can turn back time...but it is too late...
A year he left us and it seems like yesterday we sat on the new couch and took Hari Raya picture together.A year passes by so fast.I miss my dad...we miss him a lot.
"Ya Allah! Ampunkanlah dosanya dan tempatkanlah dia bersama dengan orang2 yang beriman.Kesihanilah arwah ayahandaku sepertimana dia mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil.Ya Allah! cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin!"
eventhough he has now gone far away, but he still remains close in our hearts...
he was a good father.A good father to us and a good husband.We all are very proud of him.He was a hardworking man and never even once he complaints or whines.He was always a loud and cheerful person,very friendly too.Whenever he goes, he make new friends.He loves to share his experiences in life with others and also a good listener for those who are in need of a good advice.We love him so much and misses him a lot.Without him, life is not the same.Our Hari Raya is not the same anymore...everything seems new and awkward with him nowhere in sight.
The memories of him will never fade.I knew i was a stubborn and rebellious child and i even said words that hurt him so much.I never meant it.It is just words slipped out from my mouth.I remembered hugging him and I said sorry for saying all those harsh words and he just kept quiet.And then when he walked away and i noticed a glimpse of tears flowing down from the corner of his eyes.I know i made a lot of mistakes and reggretted it.If only i can turn back time...but it is too late...
A year he left us and it seems like yesterday we sat on the new couch and took Hari Raya picture together.A year passes by so fast.I miss my dad...we miss him a lot.
"Ya Allah! Ampunkanlah dosanya dan tempatkanlah dia bersama dengan orang2 yang beriman.Kesihanilah arwah ayahandaku sepertimana dia mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil.Ya Allah! cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin!"
eventhough he has now gone far away, but he still remains close in our hearts...
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Mommy's story part 21: 31 weeks!!! wohooooooo!!!
In less than 2 months i am going to be a MOMMY! i'm so excited and i don't know how to desribe the exact feeling that i'm feeling right now.Despite of the back ache,fatigue,crampings...i'm happy!
It is going to be different after this.No more the two of us,it is going to e the three of us.I've selected few names for the baby but i still haven't narrow it down to one name yet.I guess to choose a name for a baby girl is harder than choosing a name for a baby boy.Anyways, i'm going to shop for baby clothes this weekend and few other things that i need after giving birth.My life's a bliss at the moment and i don't want to spoil it.I don't want any negativity to be around me.I don't want to waste my time dealing with it.
I hope everyting is okay...
It is going to be different after this.No more the two of us,it is going to e the three of us.I've selected few names for the baby but i still haven't narrow it down to one name yet.I guess to choose a name for a baby girl is harder than choosing a name for a baby boy.Anyways, i'm going to shop for baby clothes this weekend and few other things that i need after giving birth.My life's a bliss at the moment and i don't want to spoil it.I don't want any negativity to be around me.I don't want to waste my time dealing with it.
I hope everyting is okay...
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Mommy's story part 20: Why can't Malaysia be civilised?
The incident took place at HSBC,Kajang Prima.I double parked just beside the bank and i wasn't blocking any car that passes by.Well,it took mom less than 5 minutes to check her balance and i was holding baby yusuff at that time. After mom's done with checking her balances at the atm machine, we quickly went into the car.At this time,the road was so congested and i heard honking everywhere.Because other cars double parked as well at the other side,it made it even worst! There were cars stucked on my lane and they're waiting for me to move.I immediately drove to the other side of the road so that the car that were stucked just now can move.When the first car passed by my car i saw the middle aged lady were muttering something.Okay i got it,you're angry because you have to wait for like what?less than 3 minutes?I just ignored.This time a 4 wheeled car passed by and an Indian guy shouted 'BODOH!'at me.He is not young,maybe around 40 or so and he looks damn fierce wey! Padahal,just now i think he saw us,my mom,preggy me and baby yusuff.My point is, why do you have to shout so damn ugly like that? It is not like i park my car for hours...and is it necessary for you to be rude? what if someone shouted at your mom,your pregnant wife and your baby like that? how does that make you feel? I was terribly upset and mom console me by saying that people sometimes say harsh things without even thinking. And i know that stupid bloody indian man wasn't using his tiny brain to think. Maybe he is the one that's stupid.
I just hope Malaysian people can be more civilised so that we all can live harmoniously and peacefully with no stress or pressure.Malaysia is too small for us all to be rude to each other.In fact,Singaporean people are much more civilised.Shame on Malaysian people!
I just hope Malaysian people can be more civilised so that we all can live harmoniously and peacefully with no stress or pressure.Malaysia is too small for us all to be rude to each other.In fact,Singaporean people are much more civilised.Shame on Malaysian people!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Mommy's story part 19: BIOSELUSUH
bulan ni saje,2 orang yang ku kenali telah melahirkan cahaya mata yang sangat2 comel...a family friend gave birth to a cute little baby boy (her 6th child...ramai anak dia ni) and my ex-colleague in SCB gave birth to a cute baby boy too.Dua2 pun baby boy!
I still haven;t got the chance to visit my ex-colleague,Xandra.She's at home already and she said she needs 2 weeks to rest...so i told her i'm going to visit her after 2 weeks.
Visited Ummi, a family friend at her house in Ampang.Her baby is so cute and so tiny and soooooo fragile! jari2 kaki and tangan semuanyer kecil2...
We borak2 about pregnancy and bersalin tips.She told me about bioselusuh...very interesting and i'm going to try it.In fact bioselusuh is a combination of minyak kelapa+habattus sauda and apa lagi tu...dah terlupa plak.But it is very2 good since so many people have tried it before.According to Ummi,after taking bioselusuh,she gave birth easily and early plak tu.Supposedly she is dued next month 7th of october,tapi bersalin masa nuzul Al-quran plak.There's no side effect at all.Bioselusuh ni kira amalan semasa bersalin selain daripada membaca surah2 seperti yusuf,luqman,maryam and baqarah.Orang tua2 kata,kalau nak bersalin,minum minyak kelapa supaya senang sikit baby nak keluar and bau darah pun tak hanyir.I'm definitely going to try it nanti :)and as a first timer, for sure i want what's best for me and the baby....
I still haven;t got the chance to visit my ex-colleague,Xandra.She's at home already and she said she needs 2 weeks to rest...so i told her i'm going to visit her after 2 weeks.
Visited Ummi, a family friend at her house in Ampang.Her baby is so cute and so tiny and soooooo fragile! jari2 kaki and tangan semuanyer kecil2...
We borak2 about pregnancy and bersalin tips.She told me about bioselusuh...very interesting and i'm going to try it.In fact bioselusuh is a combination of minyak kelapa+habattus sauda and apa lagi tu...dah terlupa plak.But it is very2 good since so many people have tried it before.According to Ummi,after taking bioselusuh,she gave birth easily and early plak tu.Supposedly she is dued next month 7th of october,tapi bersalin masa nuzul Al-quran plak.There's no side effect at all.Bioselusuh ni kira amalan semasa bersalin selain daripada membaca surah2 seperti yusuf,luqman,maryam and baqarah.Orang tua2 kata,kalau nak bersalin,minum minyak kelapa supaya senang sikit baby nak keluar and bau darah pun tak hanyir.I'm definitely going to try it nanti :)and as a first timer, for sure i want what's best for me and the baby....
Friday, September 4, 2009
Mommy's story part 19: i'm 26 weeeeekkks!!! yeay!
I am proud to annouce that i am now 26 weeks.In two weeks time i'm going to be 7 months! yiepieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! how time flies ...
I'm actually more emotional during my 26 weeks and i'm trying so hard to control it which is very hard.My tail bone hurts so bad and it is because my belly is getting bigger.What else? ohhh...remember when i said that pimples started growing on my face...well it still does but thanks to the info i got on youtube about DIY face mask.I tried it and it works! I can feel the immediate difference from the first application and it is totally superb!!! My skin feel so smooth and the small annoying little pimples starts to disappear.WOW! apple cider vinegar really is a powerful ingredient and most important one i must say.
I can't believe it is going to be like what?less than 3 months i'm going to give birth! i am nervous,i do admit but i am also excited at the same time. I am very happy despite all the negativity that's been surrounding me (how some ignorant people make harsh comments and suggest stupid things and even assume things that is not logical at all...urghhh).I don't care and all i care now is to take care of myself and my baby and i even do a lot of research during my pregnancy.I tell you,it's a lot!!!You know,sometimes people is so annoying you jut hope and wish that you have a remote control to mute them off..haha..just like that movie 'CLICK'.To hell with all their stupidity and ignorant attitudes!
Oh!!! before i forgot...yesterday i was so shocked.I can feel my little baby is growing and kicking so hard,was it the elbow?hurrmmmm...anyways,my little baby kicked so hard i almost shouted (not in pain kind of way,but in shock kind of way).It is harder than before...naughty naughty baby,like to make mommy 'terkejut' only..hehe..muahhh to my cute baby!
i will update more soonnn :)
tooodddllesss.........
I'm actually more emotional during my 26 weeks and i'm trying so hard to control it which is very hard.My tail bone hurts so bad and it is because my belly is getting bigger.What else? ohhh...remember when i said that pimples started growing on my face...well it still does but thanks to the info i got on youtube about DIY face mask.I tried it and it works! I can feel the immediate difference from the first application and it is totally superb!!! My skin feel so smooth and the small annoying little pimples starts to disappear.WOW! apple cider vinegar really is a powerful ingredient and most important one i must say.
I can't believe it is going to be like what?less than 3 months i'm going to give birth! i am nervous,i do admit but i am also excited at the same time. I am very happy despite all the negativity that's been surrounding me (how some ignorant people make harsh comments and suggest stupid things and even assume things that is not logical at all...urghhh).I don't care and all i care now is to take care of myself and my baby and i even do a lot of research during my pregnancy.I tell you,it's a lot!!!You know,sometimes people is so annoying you jut hope and wish that you have a remote control to mute them off..haha..just like that movie 'CLICK'.To hell with all their stupidity and ignorant attitudes!
Oh!!! before i forgot...yesterday i was so shocked.I can feel my little baby is growing and kicking so hard,was it the elbow?hurrmmmm...anyways,my little baby kicked so hard i almost shouted (not in pain kind of way,but in shock kind of way).It is harder than before...naughty naughty baby,like to make mommy 'terkejut' only..hehe..muahhh to my cute baby!
i will update more soonnn :)
tooodddllesss.........
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